Wave of L-O-V-E.

ARRGHHHHH... I feel so vexed. I am worried about 2 things. Should I tell my parents about the work that they violently objected? Should I just bluff them or tell them the truth? What if they really object after my reasoning? Haix~ I have too many questions in my head now. It's going to explode any moment.

I am worrying about u. U sound so stressed the other time... Yes, u not being able to catch up with your school work. I am afraid that u cant take the mounting pressure in school. Without me by your side, I really hope that someone will step up to comfort u and lessen your stress.

Some random thoughts

I know I am only just a buddy in your eyes.
I shouldnt say anything,
But i dont want you to be unhappy.
It appears that you still miss your ex.
It's becoming a burden that prevents you from starting another romantic relationship.
Even someone cares about you, you may not be aware at all.
Actually I am a very reserved person.
If I am not sure what I feel, I wont tell others about it.
It's because I dont want to destroy the friendship we already have.
Since I am worried about you, I feel that I have the duty to motivate you and cheer you up.
You are hesitant and indecisive.
If you are still sweet to him, go and date with him again.
Otherwise what he does shouldnt be bothering you.
You shouldnt let your mind be troubled.
Maybe I have been thinking too much but I really hope that you can get through your past.
It's ok even if you dont pick me in the end.
You must at least give yourself a chance to start all over again!

Went out with my family today. Get to drive my dad's new car. Toyota Altis... It's quite cool coz of e dvd system, sound amplifier and touch screen function. And we watched transformer in a movable cinema. Hahaz... Why do u always like to stop replying me after a short chat? I have read your blog and it's always hurt to read but still, i am concerned over u and hope to know more. Haix~ I am such a loser!!

2 weeks have passed in sispec and i am starting to feel the heat in charlie company. We only had 4 hours plus of sleep per day for 3 consecutive days. Super shagged and i fell asleep for every lecture. I think i will die out during mon's signal test. Oh, i got my IPPT gold and in reward...200 bucks! And my 2.4 timing improved again. Soon, i will be able to run less than 9min. Today's games day was outstanding. My soccer team emerged champion and we received a gold medal each. I played left back but my left foot is cmi so i have to kick out the ball every time i get it. Still, we kept clean sheets all the way and won our semis and finals' penalty shootout. I am proud of myself for scoring the decisive penalty in the semis.

我真的真的好想你~