Today is the last day of my block leave. To be frank, i have enjoyed this leave. Pass my driving test, get to meet up with many many of my friends and most importantly, i am posted to sispec (I will miss all my bros in bmt). Though i fail to grab the chance to meet up with u, i never regret it. I have this feeling that it will be more of awkward if we meet up. Guess my heart still cant let go of the fact...
Went to edward's house for cheer bbq yesterday. Edward and I went to shop for grocery during the noon, had lunch with sherry and shona. Went to his house...play scrabble and boggle. I won scrabble but lost terribly in boggle. Well, I really sucks at it and I am too lazy to squeeze words out of my rusty brain. Hahaz~ The rest came at 6 plus and we started bbqing the food that we marinated. Well, this is the first time i marinate food and it's quite yummy. After the bbq, i drove boon and liang to amk mrt. They are my first passengers other than my family members. Looking forward to the og dinner later...
Finally i have got the driving license to drive around... I think i have matured quite alot as compared to a few months back. I have learnt to control my anxiety and keep calm. In fact i felt quite relaxed during today's test. Hahaz~ I am proud of myself as it took me only 1 attempt to pass. Not bad sia!!! But still i accumulated 16 demerit points. 1 more error and i would have failed the test. In fact I got deducted 6 points for a stupid reason. I was trying to look at the tester's laptop and end up edging out of my lane and also causing wide turn. Haix~ Still, I am very happy. Drove my dad's car just now. Still trying to get used to driving life without an instructor. Hahaz~ I hope that i will be confident enough to drive highways soon. Oh, just now, i horned a car. I think the driver should be feeling ashamed of himself. Get horned by someone who is not even a 1 day driver yet. Woohoo~
Yet again, this feeling is back. The sense of lost and despair~ Haix... Plz, can u stop doing this to me!!! Do u really think i dont want to go out with u? I just happen to have my schedule packed for this week! U are simply too weird to be true!!
I am so bored now. Supposedly to watch my EU drama but the website is down for no reason... ZZZ~ Have been looking at other people's blog and i realised that i have not been keeping in contact with all my friends. Even if i have the intention, i dont have the time to spare. Haix~ Still, i will still be meeting up with some of my friends during this block leave.
POP on last wed... Before the parade, we completed our 24km route march. OMG~ it was so tiring and i have the urge to fall out esp at the 2nd last part where we have to march 5km to the next rest point and the weather was damn bloody hot. I really feel like dying. Hahaz~ Wonder where I will be posted to. Hopefully on next fri, sislack will be my next destination.
4 more days to POP...time flies and my BMT is going to end soon. I have made a lot of good friends in this period of time. Though army life strips my freedom away, I have another angle of sight towards life. I have to admit that I am more disciplined, more willing to help and more enthusiastic to share. I would really like to thank my commanders for training us recruits to a more well-trained soldier. Wonder where i will be posted to after BMT training. Hopefully I can go SISPEC...