Came back from tekong this morning. I am super shagged. Slept the whole afternoon. Army life is quite tough but i think i am still able to cope with it. Yesterday's live firing was fun. I still dont know what's my score but I am hoping to get marksmanship. Food in school really sucks but i still eat loads. I only got silver for my CAT(IPPT warmup) test. I still have to improve my 2.4 timing by 30s. 9.44min is kinda crazy. Field camp on this sun. Sianz...
Went out with the 02 guys today. Had lunch buffet at suntec then pool at marina. Enjoyed myself...As usual, i get to hear lots of NS stories. Lolz~ I am going in tomorrow. I will get to experience everything!
Went to play street soccer this morning with my aj friends. Super hot and tiring but still, i enjoyed myself. I did not play that well. Made some mistakes playing as the defender. I always love to charge forward and bombard the opposition goal with long range shot. But i hate my soccer shoes which is kinda soft for shooting. Seems like it's time to buy a new pair. Hahaz...
人往往做一些自己不喜欢做的事情, 但因为在恶劣的环境下而身不由己...
Went for my interview today. Kind of screwed... Imagine the professor tells u this: I find u a pleasant guy but u make me feel that u are lacking of confidence because u keep avoiding eye contact. Shucks...i am still having this old ailment: eye-contact! That was something i try very hard to overcome during pw. Hmm...seems like i need to spend more time on my eyes.
Gosh~it's 2am in the morning and i doubt i can fall asleep easily again. Last night it took me 2 plus hours to fall asleep. And the reason was i had been thinking and thinking. I have been wondering if i have made the correct decision. I have been thinking everything about the past. I have finally deleted all your pics and messages that i kept in my phone. It's time to let everything go and prepare to face fresh challenges ahead. I dont want to let go but i am left with no choice. And now, i dont know how to face u. For some ridiculous reason which i also dont know, i lose my temper whenever u try to talk to me. I will purposely avoid u by saying that i am going to sleep. I am sorry!!!
I dont know how u feel when u see 'my heart is as dead as this blog' on the other blog. Should i even let u know the existence of this blog? Nah, maybe i should not. I should keep everything to myself. I dont understand myself. Before i met u, i told myself to ignore u and try to keep a distance away from u. But whenever u appear in front of me, all the previous thinkings disappear into thin air immediately. Gosh~why am i so hesitant? I try to let u go but...