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Yet again, i told myself to let go of everything. But this is not the first time already. Will i be able to succeed this time? I want to treat u as an ordinary friend but on the other hand, i am hoping for miracle to happen. MIRACLE!!! Something that i believe would not happen in real life. I used to believe that i hold to the key of my own destiny, my fate. I hate resigning to fate and let other people to decide my fate. But this time, i guess i have to...

I still hate the way u treat me as a friend or good friend or buddy only. I am starting to have the feeling that i am losing u. And this feeling is getting stronger and stronger, day by day. Everything doesnt bode well for me. Am i destined to be a loser??? One who will always fail no matter how hard he tries??? So unfair...but i guess this world is indeed unfair. No moral, no upright, no justice... Admit it!!! U are destined to be a failure!!!