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I am very happy today as i have made good progress in my rollerblade lesson. I am more than halfway through level 4. I believe that I will need just 3 more lessons to level 5. And also, I want to continue this lesson for another month since my weekends are so free. Might as well go learn something instead of rotting at home and thinking too much. I have decided that next time i will teach rollerblade as my part-time. I am starting to fall in love with this sport. I dont mind the falls as i know that i will be able to learn and pick up the neccessary skills. It takes time and effort but i believe it will be worthwhile... Hopefully u know what i am trying to imply...
To be frank, no matter u are sad or happy, i would love to hug u. I want to care for u but I am afraid that... I am having this feeling of insecurity and uncertainty. Weird~ I really dont know how to express my love to u. Yes...u have become a huge huge part of my life. Where do i stand in your heart? The closer i go, the further i am pushed back. I know that u dont want me to get hurt in case u dont fall in love with me. But i want to tell u that since i have considered this for more than 3 times and still decided to woo u, i ... Haix~ I really dont know what to say. I dont know how to convince u that my love towards u is true. Or maybe the problem is u. U are still unable to let go of the past memories. Doesnt it hurt more when u think of the past? I want u to think of the present and future...Is that possible??? Or maybe u still need more time... I wont force u and u know that!!!