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OMG~ look at the time. I did not wake up so early. It's because i cant go to sleep after your message. Once i closed my eyes, u will pop up in every part of my mind. There's a lot of things that i dont understand. Well, sometimes things are off better if u dont know about them. So i shant probe further.
U told me not to wait for u anymore. Yes, it took u weeks for u to officially reject me. I dont blame you since i am the willing party. I know it took u more than hours to type this message. It took u more than courage to tell me something that might end our friendship. In fact, i wasnt expecting any reply from you. I thought it would be just a friendly gesture in valentine's day. I have read your message several times. The each time i read it, the more saddening it will be for me...