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oh boy~i hardly slept for a couple of hours. When i close my eyes, i willl think of u and everything that u have said. Even if i manage to get some sleep, u will appear in my dream. I have realised that u do make up a big part of my life now. Without u, i am losing my sense of direction currently. I guess my love for u has grown significantly for the past few months
Yes, your previous posts have really bother me. It has caused me to lose hope and faith. It explains my behaviour for the last 2 days when i am facing u. I dont know how to face u. There's so much things that i want to tell u like i passed my FTT but facing u, my mind came to a blank. I cant help thinking that i am starting to lose u...
But a large part of me tells me that i yearn for u. I really really hope that u can give me a chance to be your boyfriend. I dont know how to make u to gain your faith in love again. But trust me...i will not let u be hurt like what he had done. I just need u to give me that one and only chance. I will not disappoint u. I promise that i will give u only happiness and not sorrow. I will not break your heart.