Haix...i really dont understand you. I dont know why u treated me so differently when we are at work and going out together. I really dont understand. I feel closer to you at work but you seem to be pushing away from me when we are out together. This is not the first time already. Why??? How much do i mean in your heart? Do u really mean it when you told me that wo yue lai yue xi huan ni? I really dont know. I wish i can stop thinking about it. But whenever i am alone, doing nothing, u will be filled in my mind. This is the feeling that i never had before when i liked her. I know i should not be feeling that way... I understand that you need more time to sort out your thoughts. ARRGHH... can someone or something or somehow please help me out? I think i must be one of the dumbest guy on earth. No, should be the dumbest guy! Next time, i shall buy a mansion near to the seaside so that i can pour out all my trouble to the menacing sea, to the darking sky.