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It has almost been 2 months since i last posted an entry. Life in CBRD is good. I love the lifestyle there. But something has been bothering me for quite a long while. I really feel very unhappy whenever it dawns to me that same thing has occured to me again, exactly like 3 years ago. Time flies~ I really dont know what's going on in your mind. Can u plz enlighten me???
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Did live firing demolition a couple of days ago. I really love the landflame mine. It's super cool okie. It will be really vry effective to burn down enemy's vehicle. It's like there is still a big flame of fire after the explosion.
Finally my dad is assured to let me drive alone. So I spin around bishan area with his car. Somehow as I drive, I decided to park the car near your house in hope that I can see you. But I am always unlucky... Lolz~ i really hope to see u again but still, i have my own reasons. Pardon me plz~
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1 more week and i will go to my specialization course. Hopefully it will be cbrd. I really have no desire to go EOD where i will burn my weekends or bridging where i have go super lots of oiling. I rather wear gas mask and mob 4 to do my mission. I seriously have to change my attitude when i go to my specialisation. Should not have the 'F*** it' mentality!!
Do u know that i have always been waiting for u?? I know u are not ready and i am prepared to wait further. Hopefully time will heal your wound and u will say yes if i ask u the question...
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Haix...block leave going to end soon. Time flies! =(
I feel so troubled!!! Only u can help me. Every now and then i keep thinking of u. Why do i feel that u dont really care about me anymore? I am always the one starting the conversation. Does it mean that if i dont message u first, u wont message me at all. I feel so distant from u. In the past, u will sms whenever u like and bug me. But now, everytime i hear my phone ring, i am always hoping that your name will appear on the screen and somehow it never happen =(
I know I am a guy and I should be the one taking all the initiatives. But i have tried. Guess i am deemed to be a failure in relationship =(
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CBRE!!! I have been posted to the unit that i want. No field camp, max of 4km route march, near to my house and extra 200 bucks of risk allowance. Shiok~ The only bad thing about is mobbing up and down with the irritating gas mask. Lolz~ Another 12 wks of training and I will be a 3SG.
Picture of you - Boyzone
Didn't they say that I would make a mistake
Didn't they say you were gonna be trouble
People told me you were too much to take
I couldn't see it, I didn't want to know
I let you in, and you let me down
You messed me up and you turned my life around
Left me feeling I had nowhere to go
I was alone how was I to know that
You would be there when I needed somebody
You would be there the only one could help
I had a picture of you in my mind
Never knew it could be so wrong
Why'd it take me so long just to find
The friend that was there all along
Who'd believe that after all we've been through
I'd be able to put my trust in you
Goes to show you can forgive and forget
Looking back I have no regrets cos
You would be there when I needed somebody
You would be there the only one could help me
I had a picture of you in my mind
Never knew it could be so wrong
Why'd it take me so long just to find
The friend that was there all along
You would be there when I needed somebody
You would be there the only one could help me
I had a picture of you in my mind
Never knew it could be so wrong
Why'd it take me so long just to find
The friend that was there all along
Had a picture of you in my mind
Never knew it could be so wrong
Why'd it take me so long just to find
The friend that was there all along
Had a picture of you in my mind, all along
Never knew it could be so wrong, all along
Why'd it take me so long just to find
A pity that u have exams next week if not I can meet up with u and clarify matters...